I believe that a person should be with whoever makes them happy, even if it means that they’re always running back.. but how many times can a person run back and forth? It’s like the whole, “fighting for love” thing. Sure, love is worth the fight, but how long can a person fight for? Love is such an amazing thing, and people tend to take it for granted. I’ve been through my share of ups and downs, and I’ve learned that I need to stop trying to look. Love cannot be searched for and you cannot find it. Love can only find you. I’ve been trying so hard for so long to make something work, even though I knew the entire time that it wasn’t going to. I mean, we’re meant to lose the people we love. How else are we supposed to know how important they are?
Unrequited love is still love, and I believe I will still always love him, in one way or another. I know I make dumb mistakes and decisions, but who doesn’t? I feel like I’m just trying to fill that empty space in my heart, but you know what? I don’t even care. I can and will make as many unintentional mistakes and decisions as possible, but at least I’m done trying to make him love me back. I’m just living life. A time will come where things fall into place, and that space in my heart will be filled.